Of Grief and Thistle
The shovel hit the hard baked red clay, And only disturbed the yellow star thistle. The rock below me bothered Grandpa, Bothered enough to force me up at five, Before sunrise break to dig it up. I resisted with the groans of youth, But leather belt’s force is compelling. Standing in Levis in Gold Rush country, I toil in the same untameable ground. Crack goes the shovel as it sparks rock, Pick axe, water, shovel — an orchestra, A chorus of misery for a rock, A rock that has done nothing major, Only created a bump for a lawn mower. The sun seems to be rising fast now, As I feel the sweat rolling over my eyelids. I dig, but the rock seems to grow — Bigger, bigger, and bigger still. Under direction of pain himself, Tall, tan, in a white undershirt, Gold necklace that matches a few teeth, Crisp jeans and a white cowboy hat. We loved him, but feared all the same. He stands a man beaten by life's force. First his sister and home in a fire, Then mother lost to quic...