Sky

The sky echoes the fading day
Warning of the dark
An instinctual warning sign
What is soon to come 
 
Like chickens we retreat again
Hurried in our pace
As darkness delivers worry
Until the dawn breaks

Lost is the arrogant edge
That daylight doth bring
What was once known, now a stranger
In darkness new eye
 
A prayer for deliverance nigh
To protect once more
Through power greater than thine
In darkness unknown
 
Soon the sun breaks the grip of night
With rays effulgent
A life looks different in color 
Heart felt gratitude
 
Noon day brings a flood of light
Nothing left untouched
In it's radiant warmth and succor
Dark a memory
 
The sky echoes the fading day
Warning of the dark
An instinctual warning sign
What is soon to come
 
Nicholas Campos 2023

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