A New Day

I wake before the sun, this is not new

The morning a friend, albeit alone

The tree silhouettes, contrast with fog

My feet hang over, grazing carpet

Arms stretch up, to the white ceiling

Safe I sit in warmth, ever protected

Standing I feel cool, as I grab sweats

Warmth gains anew, in a quiet home

The cat poised quietly, at her feet

Above the cat, she rests so calm

Brown hair draped, against white sheets

Linger a moment more, her gentle lips

Walk away I do, and protect her rest 

I step quietly away, cat eyes tracking

Our boy sleeps, growing in real time

His room full, trophies and things

Still a kid, but certainly on the verge

A man he will become, a good one

Down the hall, a door closed tight

Open it I do, and in quiet step inside 

The smell is unique, athletic musk

He sleeps quiet, his sanctuary zone

Away from it all, where he dreams

A man I am afraid, right before me

Down the hall, past laundry basket

The door closed, yet welcoming

Two twin beds, stuffy adorned

One with eye mask, mother's hair

The other peace, holding a blanket

They will be up next, I think to self

First the oldest, a bit later the youngest

I miss days past, fists on waking eyes

Nightgowns, princess dresses, footies

I walk downstairs alone, the day's first

Sit and await, my everything upstairs

I think to the future, and moments past

The day at hand, and the eternity to come

Where if wish can be granted, I will wait

Wait and watch, for as long as possible

For them to fully live, a life their own

Forgiving all, especially themselves

Choosing joy, even if it seems too late

Sit I will, as they tell me all about it

And if I may, a gentle breeze kiss to give

To remind, that life is but a dream

Until greeted once more, and ever more

By love's true grace, and dawn's new day

 

Nicholas Campos - January 2025

 

 

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